kehilangan

assalamualaikum...

aku kehilangan kawan.....aku kehilangan teman....

aku kehilangan tempat mengadu...tempat melepaskan perasaan rindu...

aku kehilangan seorang insan yang bergelar kekasih di hati ini....

aku kehilangan segala galanya apabila perginya dia dari hati ini....

aku TIDAK lagi aku....

aku yang pernah ketawa bila diusik....

aku yang pernah tersenyum apabila ditegur....

aku yang pernah bergelar 'i'm urs'

now....aku ja yang anggap aku neyh kepunyaan dia...

tapi dia...ntahlah....

aku tidak lagi dapat membaca kata hati nya...

mungkin aku tidak lagi berada dia hati nya.....

it's my fault...sejak mula lagi....

i'm sorry....

janji2 aku hilang bersama kebahagiaan yang aku dapat...

aku lupa semua janji2 aku.....

aku lupa nk bahagiakan dia bila aku lalai dalam kebahagiaan yang dia berikan...

aku TIDAK lagi aku...

aku yang sering menangis di bahu nya di kala sedih.....

now, i;m crying alone...in the car....

menanges atas kesalahan sendiri......

i'm waiting for ur forgiveness....

for GURLS

assalamualaikum....
nak tau something tak???? time aku belajar dekat MRSM dulu, ada la kawan aku neyh.... dia suka sangat pakai kain batik.....huhu.... then aku tanya la...napa selalu sangat pakai kain batik?? jawapan dia memang aku tak expect langsung...dia cakap kalau pakai kain batik hari2 boleh kempis kan perut.....(huh..betul ke??)....then bila aku pikir2 balik....ada logik gak la apa yang girl neyh cakap......

sebab, bila kita pakai kain batik...dia tak macam seluar yang pakai getah tuu...dia macam girdles...

dia support kita punya perut...not only kat satu garisan ja....(aku pun tak tau cam na nak explain kat korang...korang paham tak neyh????)

ala....simple cam neyh la...kan kalau kita pkai seluar yang getah dia ketat, dia akan ada kesan kan kat perut kita....

tapi, kalau pkai kain batik, dia tak da garisan....sebab dia ketat untuk seluruh pinggang kita.....bayangkan la kalau kita pakai tiap2 hari,....so perut kita akan dimampatkan...hahah

n boleh kempis kan perut....

to be honest ngan korang la kan...aku sebenarnya  tak pandai pun pakai kain batik neyh...:-p

tapi kena belajar gak...sebab nanti kalau melahirkan baby, mesti kena pantang la...pakai kain batik la...

so belajar la dari sekarang.....^_^

first tyme di TAG dalam blog...hehe

assalamualaikum...

wah...best2....neyh first tyme aku di tag....

GUESS sapa yang tag aku????

jeng jeng...

orang nya ialah arya ....

thanks arya...^_^...

me like....

okok...

jangan melengah lengahkan masa....

meyh kita tengok soalan2 yang dia kasi tuu....

apakah hobi anda??

~ hobi aku...hurm....on9 FB...blogging....tuu pun kalau aku tak dak benda yang nak study la...or maybe sumtimes moody, on9 la keje aku...:P

~ tak pun...aku akan tido..zzz

( sebenarnya aku neyh memang suka tgk huruf 'z'....hehe....ada makna tuu )

senarai kan tempat yang anda ingin pergi

~ aku nak pi pulau pangkor....(wanna noe why?? tuu tempat yang both of us nak pergi tyme our first honeymoon )

~ aku nak pi new zealand or maybe korea....( sebab tuu tempat kami nak pi second honeymoon after a year our wedding )

sikap positif yang anda miliki?

~ aku akan rasa bersalah kalau aku wat salah kt org...

~ aku akan tolong orang although masa tuu aku bz...

sikap negatif anda

~ aku cepat salah sangka kat org...(especially dia....suka sangat bg aku JELES)

~ aku suka cari gadoh ngan dia...( BEST!!! hahaha.....)

~ HOT TEMPERED...okay!!! BEWARE

lastly, sila TAG 5 blogger

~aku tag sorang je la kot...sbb i'm new here...

nort

cry~~

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

'cause i never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole 'in love' thing

And someone can say they love me truly

But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone i'm spinnin' 'round

And deep inside my tears i'll drown

I'm losin' grip what's happenin'?

I strayed from love this is how i feel

This time was different

Felt like i was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now i'm in this condition

And i've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?

'cause it's hurtin' me to let it go

Maybe 'cause we spent so much time

And i know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby

Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone i'm spinnin' 'round

And deep inside my tears i'll drown

I'm losin' grip what's happenin'?

I strayed from love this is how i feel

This time was different

Felt like i was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now i'm in this condition

And i've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did i get here with you? i'll never know

I never meant to let it get so personal

And after all i tried to do stay away from lovin' you

I'm broken hearted i can't let you know

And i won't let it show you won't see me cry

This time was different

Felt like i was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now i'm in this condition

And i've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different

Felt like i was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

(you?ll never see me cry)

Now i'm in this condition

And i've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

On my life

kenapa aku letak lyrics lagu CRY???

hurm,,,, assalamualaikum dear readers....

kalau korang menghayati lyrics tuu korang akan paham....

tapi sapa yang tak paham, meyh aku nak explain.....

girl neyh tak pernah take a serious with LOVE...

but one day, she found her PRINCE CHARMING....

she so in love with him....

she give her first kiss to him and let he hold her....

because she think that the guy love her and will marry her....

tapi kan...KALAU BERCINTA, TAK SEPATUTNYA BAGI APA2 kat laki tuu....

sebab aurat perempuan and whatever perempuan ada, mesti bagi kat suami kan....

tapi bukan tuu yang jadi kat perempuan zaman sekarang....(eyh...over plak aku neyh)

continue...

bila diaorang gadoh teruk sangat..mula la nak break la apa la....

tapi perempuan neyh rasa sakit sangat bila dia nak tinggalkan laki neyh sebab dia da bagi semua benda kat laki neyh....

kalau korang bagi semua kat laki...mesti korang expect dia akan jaga kita leklok kan.....hurm....

no matter what u give to guy....they will NEVER know what we feel...

aku leyh katakan diaorang neyh nak enjoy!!!

apa korang rasa kalau korang ada kat tempat girl neyh??

and apa korang akan buat????

bunuh diri will never solve anything!!

lagu...

assalamualaikum...
korang nak tau tak lagu apa yang aku dengar masa aku BERHARAP, MENANTI, MENGATAKAN APA YANG DIKATAKAN OLEH DIA TAK BETUL....
lagu you belong with me ~ taylor swift...
i dont believe you ~ pink...
memang lagu2 tuu smua bagi aku semangat......
neyh aku sertakan lyric lagu i dont believe you..korang kalau rajin...search ar kat dalam youtube....
pink dedicated lagu tuu kat bekas suami dia (time dulu la...sekarang diaorg da be together....) aku tau semua neyh sebab aku tengok Oprah...hehe...

I don't mind it, I don't mind at all
It's like you're the swing set, and I'm the kid that falls
It's like the way we fight, the times I've cried
We come to blows and every night
The passion's there, so it's got to be right, right?

No, I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart

No, I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

I don't mind it, I still don't mind at all
It's like one of those bad dreams when you can't wake up
Looks like you've given up, you've had enough
But I want more, no, I wont' stop
'Cause I just know you'll come around, right?
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/p/pink-lyrics/i-don_t-believe-you-lyrics.html]

No, I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart

No, I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

Just don't stand there and watch me fall
'Cause I, 'cause I still don't mind at all

It's like the way we fight, the times I've cried
We come to blows and every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right, right?

No, I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart

No, I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all
Oh, I don't believe

thanks korang yang support aku......i appreciate it.......

basuh baju.....

assalamualaikum...

aku nak tanya korang sikit neyh....

korang penah tak basuh baju sendiri??

 i mean, basuh baju pakai tangan and not use washing machine???

aku expect penah la....

klau pernah duduk hostel tuu gerenti penah la....

melainkan korang neyh masuh "PBSM"....

PBSM yang aku maksud kan tuu Persatuan Balik Setiap Minggu...haha

macam aku la dulu masa kat matrik...tiap2 minggu aku mesti balik....hehe...

tapi bila da masuk acms neyh, boleh dikatakan hari2 aku balik umah....maklumlah, da ada keta....haha..

kalau bab nak tekan minyak tuu memang nombor satu la.....

da menyimpang jauh plak.....huhu...

yang sebenarnya aku nak cakap neyh....korang mesti leteyh kan time basuh baju pakai tangan...

aku pun leteyh gakk...

tapi bila di pikirkan balik....ada gak manfaatnya....

1. korang boleh hilangkan lemak kat tangan....( eleh..tak yah la tipu aku klau tak dak lemak kat tangan tuu....) hahahha

macam ni ha....

2. korang leyh la praktis dari sekarang..nanti bila da kawen senang..tak gadoh beli washing machine tuu...jimat letrik.....haha...

3. dijamin pakaian anda BERSIH!!! kalau korang pakai washing machine tuu, ntah apa ada dalam washing machine tuu pun korang tak tau...main letak ja baju dalam tuu.....entah2 ada lipas or cicak...then korang spin baju korang dengan segala binatang dalam tuu..euwww

yang keempat neyh maybe agak sensitip...tapi memang benda neyh jadi....bagi yang PEREMPUAN k......

klau korang pakai washing machine, confirm2 la korang punya baju dalam yang ada besi tuu akan rosak...betul tak?? beli mahal2....then tak sampai seminggu da rosak...rugi2....

so..pikir2 kan la ye....

^_^

my screto....

ye ye je kan secret,....hahha

assalamualaikum kpd pembaca blog aku....^_^...

tengah hari ni ada kelas...tapi aku tak pergi...

sbb topik dia e-learning...huh....

malas aku nak berleter lama2 sal benda tuu...

topik aku hari ni : secret....

korang nak tau tak...aku neyh dulu chatters kat YM( yahoo messenger )

aku mula join chat room neyh sejak dari form 2 lagi....tapi sekarang aku da stop....

nak tau tak id apa yang aku pakai???

letter_of.death....

hahaha....mengerikan....

ramai chatters cakap aku neyh laki.....and bila aku cakap aku neyh pompuan, diaorg tak percaya....

lantak korang la....

sebab apa aku suka masuk chat room????

sebab diaorang tak kenal aku and aku pun tak kenal diaorang....

aku chat hanya untuk suka2...bukan untuk cari partner.....

apa yang kami sembang, start dekat 'karpet' and it will end kat situ jugak.....

time aku sedeyh...aku masuk chat room, diaorang leyh buatkan aku gelak.....

dulu, banyak kali jugak la aku tido lepas subuh....sebab stay up chatting.....

hehehe.....

kalau korang masuk chat room, memang macam2 orang korang akan jumpa....

naseb aku baik sangat sebab aku kawan dengan orang2 yang okay...

ramai jugak la yang perangai cam setan....

apa2 pun...kita tak kacau dia, dia pun takkan kacau kita....

kan aku ada cita ramai yang anggap aku neyh laki....so,tak ramai la laki yang kacau aku....

pada mulanya, aku mengaku aku neyh laki....hahaha...ops...

sebab malas nak layan laki2 yang gila xxx...

huhu...

tapi last2 aku mengaku yang aku neyh pompuan.....

insaf la katakan.....hehe

then sekarang aku da lama tak masuk room tuu....

and aku da tak lagi aktif sebagai chatter yang tegar....hahahhaha.....

korang jangan la sesekali join chat room neyh...klau tak kuat iman, memang hanyut.....

sometimes orang cakap, BUANG MASA!

so, apa2 pun....semua terletak atas diri masing2....

korang da besarkan....pandai2 pikir la ye.....

About Me

Siti Fatimah Idris 23 September 1991 Doctor to be Allianze University College of Medical Sciences (AUCMS) fuzz_i3@yahoo.com, 0195509742